求翻译：一时的懦弱一辈子的失落，承认 曾经也坚持过什么，而如今，我一点都不想再坚持，我真的希望结束，以前我很傻，现在我很成熟，生活让我懂得了太多太多，现在的我不是以前的我，我，真的很不快乐·····是什么意思？

A lifetime of loss of a moment of weakness, admitted that he had also insisted on what Today, I do not want to adhere to, and I really hope the end, I'm a fool, and now I am mature, life has taught me too much, I'm not the old me, I really was not very happy · · · · ·

When one of the cowardly a lifetime of disappointment, admitted that it had also insisted on the what, now, I'm not going to insist that I really hope for an end, I was so silly, I am now very mature, and let me know how life has been far too many, and now I am not the former, and the I am, I really

For a while spiritless for a lifetime losing, acknowledged also has persisted any, but the present, I all do not want again to persist, my real hope conclusion, before I am very silly, now I very am mature, the life let me understand too many too many, present I was not before I, I, really very not

Weakness of the moment forever lost, admitted to having had also insisted on what, but now, I don't want to hold on, I really wish to end, I was stupid, I'm very mature, life let me know too much is too much, and now I am not I used, I was really unhappy · · · · ·

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