求翻译：我不喜欢说话却每天说最多的话，我不喜欢笑却总笑个不停。身边的每个人都说我的生活好快乐，于是我也就认为自己真的快乐。可是为什么我会在一大群朋友中突然地就沉默，为什么在人群中看到相似的背影就难过，看见秋天树木疯狂地掉叶子我就忘记了说话，看见天色渐晚路上暖黄色的灯火，就忘记了自己原来的方向。是什么意思？

I do not like talking that day, up to then, I do not like to laugh but always laughing. Everyone says around my life so happy, so I also think he is really happy. But why would a large group of friends suddenly on the silence, why in the crowd to see a similar back to sad, to see the fall off trees,

I don't like speaking up to that day, I don't like laughing, laughing. Everyone around me that the good life, so I am also happy that you are really happy. But why should I be in a large group of friends, when suddenly the silence in the crowd, why doesn't see similar on the back, I feel like crazy

I do not like speaking every day said actually most speeches, I do not like smiling always smile not to stop actually.Side each people all said my life well joyful, therefore I also think oneself really joyfully.But why can I silence suddenly in a big group of friend, why saw in the crowd the simila

I don't like to talk but said that up to a day, then I don't like they smile all the time. Everyone around me says that my life was happy, so I just felt really happy. But why am I suddenly silent in a large group of friends, see why the crowd is similar to backs of sad, seeing wildly off the leaves

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