求翻译：　　前不久有人问我“过去”对自己来说意味着什么，我突然给“过去”下了一个很奇怪的定义，它代表很久很久以前。那时以为自己有着很多的现在，而事实也似乎如此，一成不变的过着每一天。我忘记过去的样子，只能看见一个不知所措的自己，时时刻刻都用时间来寻求自我安慰，耐心地等待着，一副认命的是什么意思？

Not long ago I was asked "In the past," what it means on their own, I suddenly to the "past" under the definition of a very strange, it represents the long, long time ago. Think they have a lot of time now, and the fact that it seems so, always lives every day. I forget the past and look, only to se

Not long ago I was asked to speak for themselves." "In the past, what it means to "In the past," I suddenly had a very strange definition of what it represents a long time ago. Then think that they had a lot of now, and it has in fact it appears to be the case, a static over the life of every day. I

　　Little while ago some people asked I “past” meant to oneself any, I gave “the past” to give a very strange definition suddenly, it represented before the very long very long time.Thought at that time oneself has very many present, but fact also as if so, irrevocable every one day.I forgot the past

　　Not long ago someone asked me, "the past" on what he meant, I had to "past" down a very strange definition, which represents a long, long time ago. Then think they have a lot of now, but that also seems to be the case, immutable lived every day. I forget what it used to be, only saw a loss of thei

　　Little while ago some people asked I “past” meant to oneself any, I gave “the past” to give a very strange definition suddenly, it represented before the very long very long time.Thought at that time oneself has very many present, but fact also as if so, irrevocable every one day.I forgot the past