求翻译：心里总是有一种无法言语的压抑，萦绕不灭。心里的难过无法言语，深夜只能一个人难过的哭泣，如果这是上天给我的惩罚，我已经受了。我为我的错已经付出了代价，我放弃了，我想通了，可是我还能站起来吗，心好像已经死了，冷了。我的世界没有了色彩，没有了斑斓。我要怎么继续我的路，谁能告诉我，我的世界充满了谎言，虚情假意，如果你们给不了我想要的幸福，我请你们远离我，不要再让我感到那么难过，我只想平静的过。是什么意思？

Words can not always have a heart of depression, obsessive immortal. Sad heart can not be words, only one sad night crying to me if this is God's punishment, I have suffered. My fault I have paid the price, I gave up, I figured out, but I also do stand up, the heart seems to have died, and cold. My

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In the heart always has constraining which one kind is unable to say a word, lingers does not extinguish.In the heart is unable sad the spoken language, late at night only can a person's sad sob, if this is ascends the sky for mine penalty, I already received.I wrong have already paid the price for

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Words can not always have a heart of depression, obsessive immortal. Sad heart can not be words, only one sad night crying to me if this is God's punishment, I have suffered. My fault I have paid the price, I gave up, I figured out, but I also do stand up, the heart seems to have died, and cold. My