求翻译：我想我永远长不大了，你是在躲我吗，我不知道是你不敢面对我还是我不敢面对现实，我不知道是你不懂我还是我不懂你，你好像已经占据了我半个世界，这几日你在哪里，为什么不给我一点消息，我不知道是你害怕我还是我害怕你，高三真是变态，我不知道以后我的未来在哪，我的梦想在哪，我的韧性还有吗，你是我的精神支柱，这么说对吗，我是不是害怕孤独，放不下也忘不了我的过去，我是个没有明天的人。是什么意思？

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