求翻译：也许应该忘记了的真的不应该再记起，可上天却便便给予我了这么强的记忆，任我如何的想把一切不顺之事抖落，可在我一再的坚持下，一切又显得那么徒然！是什么意思？

Perhaps the really should not be forgotten and then remembered that God was going to the toilet can give me such a strong memory, any time I want all ring true how things shake off, in my repeated insistence, all they seem so vain!

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Perhaps should forget really should not again recall to mind, might ascend the sky actually corpulently gives me the such strong memory, no matter what how I to want not to expose all along it matter, might under my repeatedly insistence, all appear that in vain!

Maybe really should not be forgotten, and then remember, God will give me such a strong memory, how do I want to do not shun all things doula, in my repeated insistence, all have been so vain!

Perhaps the really should not be forgotten and then remembered that God was going to the toilet can give me such a strong memory, any time I want all ring true how things shake off, in my repeated insistence, all they seem so vain!