求翻译：心情真的不是很好，发现所有的无奈，所有的坏事都一直这样紧追着我，让我一直喘不上气，心，很难受，心跳得好快，但是我自己知道这并不是心动的感觉，是心痛的无奈。。。是什么意思？

Really not a very good mood, find all the frustration, all the bad thing has been such a hot pursuit of me, I always breathe on the gas, the heart, it is difficult to subject to the heartbeat gone then, but I know that this is not the heart feeling sad helpless. . .

I really was not very good, and found that all the frustration, all the bad things that have been behind me, so I have been overwhelmed, no heart, it is very painful, the heartbeat is good, but I know this is not a feeling that it is the helpless. . .

The mood is not really very good, discovered all helplesses, all misdemeanors continuously like this are all tight are pursuing me, lets me not be able to gasp for breath continuously, heart, very uncomfortable, palpitation good quick, but I knew this is not the heart movement feeling, is the grieve

Really is not a very good mood, found all the frustration, all the bad things were so close behind me, so I always breath gas, heart, very miserable, heart beat so fast, but I know it's not you call it love, heartache helpless ...

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