求翻译：昨天站在车站下面，瓢泼大雨打在我的身上，一时之间全是无助的感觉，可是又有什么办法呢，毕竟不是在家里，很想念家里人，以前一直以为他永远都是我哥哥，可是人的身份在不知不觉中总是会变的，他成了别人的丈夫，说实话我不开心，感觉很压抑，可是必须得这样，得学会看脸色不是吗？很难受的，以后都不想再来了，她的自以为是和伤害人的，他一味的就一味是我的问题，只是我担当了小丑的角色，压抑难受。谁能体谅我有雨天，一种寄人篱下的感觉，事实上也是，我讨厌他们。是什么意思？

正在翻译，请等待...

Under the train station yesterday, and the downpour in me at a time, there is a helpless feeling, but what can we do, after all, we are not at home, and they missed my family, which had previously been thought that he will always be my brother, but unconsciously that the identity will always be the

Yesterday stood under the station, the torrential downpour hit on mine body, all was the no use to feeling at once, but what means also had, after all at home, very much thinks of the family member, before thought continuously he forever all was my brother, but human's status always could change in

Yesterday station in station following, heavy rain playing in I of body, moment Zhijian full is helpless of feeling, but also has what approach does, after all not in home, is Miss Home people, yiqian has been thought he forever are is I brother, but people of identity in unconsciously in the always

正在翻译，请等待...