求翻译：I have never eyed myself narrowly in such close quarters, which made me start thinking everything through. All along I pound away at pursuing a calling, maybe that is why I enjoy the royal feeling of achievements. It is none other than my amour-propre which as the driving force pushed me yearless of hard work. Many a t是什么意思？

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